Nowadays paradox is my favorite word. It complately explains my feelings. Do you know what 'paradox' means? it means contrast - confusion..ı can't decide which option suitable,logical for my life..sometimes I want everything, sometimes I want nothing..Everything has a logical part for me.I can't have strong feelings or decision..it always depends on my psychological situation. last a few months I am in this mood until two days ago..I've met somebody who I'm waiting/looking for..finally ı feel better..ı hope ı will achieve my decision and my life will has a plan,it will be regular=) today; monday I couldn't came to school becouse of this busy weekend, but I promise this is the last time ı was irresponsible..
I hope...;)
